Starry Dusty Squishy Sobby

Starry starry night...

boil in my ear... squirming in my bed..
i dont want to go anywhere... indecision... unsettling
run for it.. sleep through it... decide nothing..
looking for something... these aren’t my dreams
never will be... doesn't matter, here and now.


Dusty dusty town....

will miss you, when your gone...
gone.... empty as always... nothing to hold on to...
cold and lonely here here... yeah yeah... breathing in the dust
waiting for the rain that i know will come... clear air ...
breath in the loneliness...

Squishy squishy land....

sinking in all the way... happy and gay over nothing
weird and happy.. ha ha ha whatever
rules creep in... when did that happen.. what is it that limits all of this..
purpose when did it matter... what purpose could i have...
like i care.. purpose overated concept..
you have no purpose.. i have no purpose.. none.... existence


Sobby sobby life....

stripping it down for what its worth
care to know... where it all went... keep imagining..
never did mean anything ... carefree. its the taste of it that
that i loved... would i miss it... yes.. do you want it... no..
you know everything is alright
alright right??

Interesting, fascinating... agreed
i get it now.. whatever i say... i get it... i love it.. what you feel
i feel now... i am happy aren’t you... after everything...
sad, happy, love, jealous, scared, angry, uncertain.... after nothing

starry dusty squishy sobby....