Fly

deliver or not ... i don't know.. never wondered whether that is possible... the stifling feeling is what i am aware of..
to move in a different direction was the intentions but this lull... the never ending lull, the boredom.. its pulling me.. towards the edge of things..
wanna see the end of all things... u can leave now .. i am not looking for that any more...
a new obsession.. waiting for clouds to pass by, so that i can finally move on with things....
the futures is mixed and unclear... like the fly on the wall i keep watching with opened eyes this large world that does'nt make any sense..
sounds and music blasting ... thoughts and words that make no sense ...
they have no urgency... yet i cant see their movements...
in and out in and out... 300 hundred different visions of my future
there is no choice as to which to pick...

Tunnels

Error pops up... the stubbornness.. unable to cope with what continues for some time now..the dissatisfaction. thinking that things will improve in due time... the belief that time is all that's required.
looking at options... to occupy my mind for so long... listening to the real folk blues... blues are all that i hear..
unhappily i sit here..
mistakes very common here...

Ikue

absolutely still... vibrating with restlessness...
listening and loving it... can see it all exploding in front my eyes as i enjoy the sight
the photocopy keeps telling me the same thing again and again... u deserve to die for this...
can not wait. i will see the day... the falling debris of everything that is in front of me..
why wont it happen now.. i wonder and scream ... as the slight breeze wakes me.. i fight.
U have shaped this being this thought...
can see the minutes move..
As u float in between worlds ... the ravens scream for me... i wager all on this hope..
he will not come here today. this side of me.. will burn with time...

nananana

to the office away we go... yay..
gloomy as ever isn't it...
dry as ever aren't u...
discussions discussion...
Sigor Ros..
flash my ass off everywhere...