The Hammer

Its so heavy that it might slip away any minute...
As i swing i can feel it slip a little...
Can u feel the weight of it..
I can feel the heat rising in my palm..
Can you feel the pain...
Can you feel the hardness of the wood... the roughness...
I can feel the splinters enter my flesh...
Can you feel the impact..
I can feel my arms vibrate..
Can you feel the ground shaking..
Can you hear me scream..
Can you see my tears..
I can feel the blood pounding in my ears...
I can see my arm turn red from the effort...
Can you see the wall cracking... can you see through the cracks...  

I cannot stay here

Splendid shining crazy sun.. you are blinding me with your beauty...
I fear that you will not be the same... everyday i loose the feeling... you are not as beautiful as you were yesterday...

I should not be here... your too perfect... who will i blame if i stay here... what excuses will i give for my failures...
you are prettier than i could ever capture...