Something in the way

I don't want anything that u can give me... i have been here long enough to know that i will regret taking anything from u. of all that i have seen in this life.. all the hatred that i experienced i cannot believe there exists something so vile that it can create any other emotion in me other than rage.. fear fear.. that i will be sucked into this endless nightmare... i can feel they way your bending everything around u.. the way i lost my self for a second... the way i lost my rage and shed a tear for the fear that i will be part of everything that u are...