Lost it

"i am listening to all that is being said about this and that...
the euphoria of it all.. the discussions... the groups.. the dialogue....
i just want to shut it all... the sound. the noise... scream... the sound... i want silence... "

That's the last thing i heard him say before he jumped of the building... that was the first time i ever saw him lose it...
Always figured he was the most grounded person i know. Its still shocking that this happened. i understand that things can get hard for everyone and they lose it. But we are talking about bobby here. He would have been the last person in this world to be affected by anything. he could see anything and not be affected. Then why did he want everyone to shut up that day. why the sound.. why did he lose it.

She was walking out on the road that day. Happy about the work she had accomplished today. The reports that she made today is gonna make some splash with the senior management tomorrow. That aside, she is going shopping today wit here friends yippee....
That's when she heard the bus screech... u have to be kidding she thought... before the bus rolled over her...
"WOW" is what Mat thought sitting in the restaurant opposite from where the bus rolled over her...
his head hurt a little from the sound of the bus rolling down the road.. and the scream of the people in the bus
and on the street... this isn't the first time Mat had witnessed and accident. This will not be the last time...

Emotions

Cheers for all the good things to come..
dreaming what ever i want...
to say that.. i like whats happening...
Happiness ha ha .. glad to be here
never been here before... the airhead... and his emotional fluctuations...
Laughter and joy....
Confusion and hatred...
spreading all over i wonder when will they change..
but expecting it i wonder if its ever possible... not sadness but
anger overwhelms me.... to understand the need for this approval
that all of us long for i sit here thinking...
... anger... hatred.. mixing and multiplying they seem never ending..
the hoax that we are believed... ha ha ha.. cant stop laughing
its sad to think that there can we words like that exchanged between people....
there is nothing else to be said... for all that needs to be said has been shared...
there is nothing new that this world is offering....